I’m a single mom. My ex (their father) was extremely abusive and began physically and verbally abusing our daughter when I wasn’t home. She was only 4. We got out just 5 days before giving birth to our son. The last almost 5 years have been rough. My son has autism and he’s non verbal. He is always extremely emotional or upset. My daughter is in distress. She’s so young and can’t handle anything. School, herself, home. And I’ve tried, especially hard this past year. Therapy, psychotherapy and psychiatry for us both. She began doing well. Finally we saw the progress we worked so hard for. And then Friday at school she made threats towards herself. Crisis unit involved. Sunday I caught her with a razor making tiny slits on her arm. And I’ve done all I know how to do. I’m sitting here, laying on her while she sleeps and I know her burdens came from me. I just don’t know how to help her thrive. Medication caused drastic weight gain which killed her self esteem. All weekend I’ve been replaying this song again, just like I did last year and reading the comments. I hate that it’s so hard for so many people. I wish things could just get better, for us all. But please know I find comfort in knowing that I’m not the only one that is in these dark times. I pray we all make it through these battles. I’m rooting for us all 🫶🏼
MENsTAL Health Matters Too.. mother of my child left me 4 days ago.. I raised a 2month stepdaughter for 5years She gave me a son he is 4years old now We had 5years together Lost in 2/3weeks because she didn't tell me that she lost feelings and she packed up everything and moved to her moms.. I'm currently on day 4 of existing in a new world without her… Stay Strong fellas and don't give in to the Darkness that we want to fade away into..
Recently been cheated on after thinking she was the person I would spend the rest of my life with, I’m not easy to deal with and by no means am I an angel but I miss her and I hate her at the same time I hate everything that’s happened and I see no future for myself, I hope everyone in these comments finds some closure and/or healing, love whilst you can because it doesn’t last😞
I’m seeing that everyone’s commenting a sad story so ima tell mine so my gf has an eating disorder and she barely eats so I was resourcing it trying to find a way to help but she had a bad day and got mad the I cried like 5 times didn’t know what to do bc I wanted to help but she didn’t want me to so I cried thinking I wasn’t doing enough and this happened today so I still think that and still don’t know how to help
To me and my Girlfriend… im truly amazed you see me to be the one but you have no idea the stress put on me, not from you, you make me feel welcome and enjoy those moments I spend with you out by the water All I can see in myself is failure and feeling im not good enough needing to constantly keep improving myself. I know you see me for who I am but what I'm feeling can be said through this song… If you see this Ciera, u know I love you so much and wish you the best no matter what life throws our way 💕
You really hurt me and I’m not sure how to fix that, but I still love you. I took you off the pedestal so now what? I know you’re scared and so insecure, but I am to believe me. I’m sorry if I was too intense. I do that, but I don’t want to anymore. Anyways, I’m just sorry.
If you haven't been thru the fire count yourselves lucky sometimes God's plan is to refine us and bring us closer to him and lean on him for everthing hallelujah
It was coltin Florida today and I had this song playing. My co-worker walked up and saw my screen then proceeded to laugh because he thought I was trying to warm my hands on the screen
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@Gigifossin
5 months agoI’m a single mom. My ex (their father) was extremely abusive and began physically and verbally abusing our daughter when I wasn’t home. She was only 4. We got out just 5 days before giving birth to our son. The last almost 5 years have been rough. My son has autism and he’s non verbal. He is always extremely emotional or upset. My daughter is in distress. She’s so young and can’t handle anything. School, herself, home. And I’ve tried, especially hard this past year. Therapy, psychotherapy and psychiatry for us both. She began doing well. Finally we saw the progress we worked so hard for. And then Friday at school she made threats towards herself. Crisis unit involved. Sunday I caught her with a razor making tiny slits on her arm. And I’ve done all I know how to do. I’m sitting here, laying on her while she sleeps and I know her burdens came from me. I just don’t know how to help her thrive. Medication caused drastic weight gain which killed her self esteem. All weekend I’ve been replaying this song again, just like I did last year and reading the comments. I hate that it’s so hard for so many people. I wish things could just get better, for us all. But please know I find comfort in knowing that I’m not the only one that is in these dark times. I pray we all make it through these battles. I’m rooting for us all 🫶🏼
show more show less@Amanda-r5z
5 months ago❤️
@jesus51204
5 months agoMENsTAL Health Matters Too.. mother of my child left me 4 days ago..
show more show lessI raised a 2month stepdaughter for 5years
She gave me a son he is 4years old now
We had 5years together
Lost in 2/3weeks because she didn't tell me that she lost feelings and she packed up everything and moved to her moms.. I'm currently on day 4 of existing in a new world without her… Stay Strong fellas and don't give in to the Darkness that we want to fade away into..
@derletzteseinerart6220
5 months agoFrom Tulsaking 🔥🔥🔥
@Amanda-r5z
5 months agoGuess I'll always be coal.
@dubstep716
5 months agoRecently been cheated on after thinking she was the person I would spend the rest of my life with, I’m not easy to deal with and by no means am I an angel but I miss her and I hate her at the same time I hate everything that’s happened and I see no future for myself, I hope everyone in these comments finds some closure and/or healing, love whilst you can because it doesn’t last😞
show more show less@justinb.8977
5 months agoSo hard to listen to this song without crying a waterfall lolo
@stan2485
5 months agoMan! You need to come to Okc!!! I’d love to go to one of your shows!! Your a great singer 😊🎉❤
@DonAlHafa
5 months agoThis just sounds and feels perfect ❤
@SBDAGREAT1
5 months agoThis Song is Powerful!!!😢😢😢
@societyreborn33
5 months agoBLATANT ripoff of Tyler Childers 'Coal'
@hejsan6286
5 months agoRobin måste sjunga denna
@jacobteague5451
5 months agoI’m seeing that everyone’s commenting a sad story so ima tell mine so my gf has an eating disorder and she barely eats so I was resourcing it trying to find a way to help but she had a bad day and got mad the I cried like 5 times didn’t know what to do bc I wanted to help but she didn’t want me to so I cried thinking I wasn’t doing enough and this happened today so I still think that and still don’t know how to help
show more show less@jjffarmsjoshuaflees911
5 months agoTo me and my Girlfriend… im truly amazed you see me to be the one but you have no idea the stress put on me, not from you, you make me feel welcome and enjoy those moments I spend with you out by the water
show more show lessAll I can see in myself is failure and feeling im not good enough needing to constantly keep improving myself. I know you see me for who I am but what I'm feeling can be said through this song…
If you see this Ciera, u know I love you so much and wish you the best no matter what life throws our way 💕
@muhammadhamza3116
4 months ago3. Please search Quran with English translation .Say: he is Allah the one
@Shadow_2_2
4 months ago🔥 🔥
@brittanybradleygallery_studios
4 months agoYou really hurt me and I’m not sure how to fix that, but I still love you. I took you off the pedestal so now what? I know you’re scared and so insecure, but I am to believe me. I’m sorry if I was too intense. I do that, but I don’t want to anymore. Anyways, I’m just sorry.
show more show less@CharlesMcCurley
4 months agoIf you haven't been thru the fire count yourselves lucky sometimes God's plan is to refine us and bring us closer to him and lean on him for everthing hallelujah
@gangiskhan8774
4 months agoTara I hope u see this comment 😔
@stevensawyers8827
4 months agoConstant repeat baby ❤
@mugen40
4 months agoTrying to find more music my girl and I could listen to, and this song is really nice. I think she’ll like it when I show it to her.
@GarrettAndre
4 months agoI guess I'm on my own now❤
@ChrisPellegrin-lj3bq
4 months agoWhy’s this so damn relatable rn
@AaronShaddon
4 months agoI feel you brother
@jeneenbecknell3740
4 months agoThat's what I've tried to figure out for years!
@briantneal2925
4 months agoIt was coltin Florida today and I had this song playing. My co-worker walked up and saw my screen then proceeded to laugh because he thought I was trying to warm my hands on the screen
@comradeeverclear4063
4 months agoThey say pressure makes diamonds, how the hell am I still coal….
That line its so hard
@CT18006
4 months agoI love you <3
@Shadow_2_2
4 months agoOutstanding